Geometry, March 2022

I wanted

I wanted to tell you about the blue skies

The summer kiss

And the seas of our dreams

I wanted to tell you about me

And you and us

But instead

I have been consuming myself with trivial questions

Like have- you – eaten, are – you – cold, how- was – nursery today

Oh how long it takes

To become a better mother of you

And myself

March 2022

Cherry tree

Oh no, cherry tree,

Please do not blossom today.

I can’t face your beauty.

You are ruining my plan for greyness.

It is only greyness that I can manage today.

And – alas-your pink flowers bring to mind

Hope, love, joy.

It is hard to be reminded of them.

Oh, cherry tree,

Please do not blossom today.

Just wait until my spirit is alligned with the spring

And my heart is ready for new starts.

But not yet, not today.

Oh, cherry tree,

Please do not blossom today.